(Excerpt from THIS LITTLE PIGGY BELONGS TO THE DEVIL)
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Colin and Connor were in the
dark. They were whimpering, desperately
trying to find their way out of the house.
It was so dark they were literally lost within their own home. Colin took the lead as they made their way
down the hallway. Connor, holding his
brothers shirt with a firm hand, followed behind offering advice.
"Feel the doorknobs for heat. Remember fire prevention week. Feel for fire," Connor reminded his
brother trying not to sound scared.
"I can't see the doorknobs. I can't see anything," Colin complained.
"I know," Connor's voice answered wanting to
sound reassuring. He could not see his
brother or even the hand that he anchored to Colin's back. His twin's pajama top was white but it could
just as easily have been black. Maybe,
magically, it was black. Maybe it was as
dark and as dense as the air around them.
Connor held tight to his brother's nightshirt; more than anything, he
feared losing his grip. If that
happened, he would be gone.
"Feel everything." he continued. Hearing his voice gave him substance. He found it reassuring. "Slide your hand along the wall. If it feels hot..."
"Okay."
Colin pressed his small hand flat against the wall. It felt cool.
Slowly he moved forward. The wall
was gritty and a little oily, different than he remembered when the lights were
on but it wasn't hot. He could smell
smoke. It was all very familiar like the
campouts they went on with dad and grandpa, and he could hear the crackle and
occasional pop of wood burning, but there wasn't any heat. And no light.
Why couldn't they see anything?
Light should be getting in from outside.
From street lamps. And fire
glows. It's orange. Why couldn't he see the fire?
Colin's hand found a door. He stopped, moving his fingers up and down
trying to find the knob.
"What's the matter?" his brother asked tugging
on his pajama shirt.
"It's a door."
"Is it hot?"
"No."
"Open it."
"I don't know where we are. Which door?"
"It doesn't matter.
Open it. We have to figure it
out."
Colin turned the knob and pushed inward. Light spilled out into the hall. The boys could see up and down. Everything was black onyx, slick and shiny,
as if someone came in and painted their house while they slept. In front of them, in the glow of their
familiar New York Giants lamp was their room.
It looked normal. Comfortable and
inviting. Untouched by whatever had happened to the rest of the house. Connor's Derek Jeter poster hung next to his
bed. Colin's bright red El Camino, his
dream car, dominated his side of the room.
Books, magazines and the clutter that defined their eleven year old
lives were strewn everywhere. Laundry
basket basketball left more socks and underwear on the floor than in the
hamper. Everything was as it was
supposed to be. Just as they remembered
it. Somehow, in the dark, they ended up
back where they started.
Colin began to complain.
They were trying to get outside, away from the house. That's what they were supposed to do. They planned and trained for this in
school. They drew escape routes - one
hung on the back of their door - but it
didn't work. Somehow, Colin had failed
and he felt miserable.
"It's good.
Everything is fine. Let's go to
bed," Connor answered sounding confident.
He started pushing past his brother.
"But what about the smell?" Colin persisted.
"That crazy guy next door must be burning trash
again. Let's go. I'm tired."
“Shouldn’t we look for mom?” Colin asked, holding back his twin. That was another lesson: plan a meeting place...gather with your family...stay
together!
“They went out, remember.”
“Maybe they’re back.
Maybe they’re sleeping. We were
sleeping. Do you know what time it is?”
Connor looked in the room. His brand new digital alarm clock, the one
with the iPod dock that he wanted and bought for himself, sat on his
nightstand. The time blinked 1:17
AM. It kept blinking as the time
changed. 1:17...1:18...
"We must have lost power. My clock says 1:19 in the morning,"
Connor noted looking as the time changed again.
Minutes went fast. They better
get to sleep if they wanted to sleep at all.
"It might be much later than that. Maybe 4:00 A. M. They could be back," Colin persisted.
“Then I wouldn’t wake them. He’d get mad.”
“You sure?”
“Yeah,” Connor answered sounding a little annoyed. “I’m tired.
If it is 4:00 o'clock...I'm fucking tired."
Connor grinned.
Cursing was something new for him.
He loved saying the word “fuck”.
"Let's get to bed.”
Side by side, my grandchildren stepped into the
threshold. A huge and wicked plume of
fire enveloped the boys in a violent whirlwind of orange tendrils and white
smoke. There was something unnatural
about it, like dancing flames from some very old cartoon. The blaze swirled around them rising
steadily, driven by unheard music. One
step...two step...one step...two step...cha...cha... cha... The ceiling above them burned and the
blackened hallway filled with an eerie, unnatural glow. Colin and Connor stood motionless, leaning
forward against the force of the firestorm, their long hair fluttering madly
behind them. Their mouths hung
open. Their teeth, clean and white
against ebony, reflected miniature, flickering portraits of the blaze while
their eyes bulged wide and large; they saw and understood everything. I am certain of that much. For just a moment the boys seemed to take on
an unnatural sheen, to glow the color of the flames, before darkening first to
an ochre and then to the oily black of the hallway. Their skin seemed to bubble and then to
crack, curl and shrink from their identical features. White wisps of wriggling worms…thin,
insistent, persistent, present, ever-present, rapidly multiplying smoke-like
creatures…more alive than dead, twisted and crawled through every crack, hole
and crevice the boys’ possessed (or the fire provided) until they escaped into
the crackling universe. Then, finally,
almost mercifully, the boys exploded. They just disintegrated into two giant
orange puffs of ash, their dust carried away within the great swirling,
all-consuming inferno.
And then, once again, I screamed. I opened my mouth, stretching my jaw to the
point of pain and issued a sound no creature has ever made. Or was meant to make. It was as mysterious and as mythical as
anything I’d ever read in books or seen at the movies. I could not stop. I bellowed for hours and hours and days and
days as the essence of my grief spread across my neighborhood and the lands
beyond. Birds fell from the sky by the
thousands and stars, one by one, faded in the heavens. The world turned as black as the hallways of
hell. My anguish knew no
boundaries.
And then, once again, my eyes opened. I was in bed lying next to my wife. She was awake, but not because I shattered
windows and frightened neighbors. There
were no dogs howling, no cats hissing at unseen dangers. I tossed and turned and whimpered. In this world, my grief was not
majestic. In this world, I was reduced
to quiet tears and constrained moans. It
was all so very impotent.
Brenda rubbed my back feeling dampness through the
cotton. Gently she whispered in my ear.
“You should call the doctor.”
“I can’t. Too much to do.”
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